Days of Desire

I would love to wake up in the morning to see my kid ready for school and breakfast served on the table. This ain't too much I desire for. I did hire a full time maid for this purpose. But she won't wake up till the clock hits 7:30. In 2 weeks she did not even try to get up before I was ready to leave home along with my daughter. So I had no option but to fire her.
I wake up at 6am, half asleep, arranging things to make my kid ready for school. Before the daylight hits my room, I have to complete the toughest job of the day:)

Early at work, I would like to innovate a new software that could make me rich & famous. Alas! it's very hard to start on something like that when one has to work for the same salary 3 years in a row. And the other daily routine tasks have almost no challenges left.

I dream of making some extra money from financial market. Future, option, option strategy, Future with option cover, complex derivative strategy, intraday strategy, pair trading, no matter whatever I do, I almost always go wrong with my call. Instead of making money, I loose my fortune.

Back from work, I would love to spend 2 hours in the gym and get my body the fitness it badly need. My kid is too young to spend time in gym with me. So, I let her watch TV while I cook dinner or play poker in my mobile. When my back starts paining, I would do some exercise at home though this would never give me the fitness that I once had for over 10 year in a row.
The desire to make love with a beautiful lady in the morning, in the evening, or at night, exists in every man's heart.
I live in a country where women are a complete no-no against any live-in together relationship. I did propose few women for a live-in relationship that may lead to marriage but all they want is marriage first and ruin you latter strategy. Have I not learned my lesson from my first marriage. After all, no man would ever denies that a good hand is much better than a bad partner.

Last but not the least, I would desire to get 6 hours of sleep everyday. But for now, it's a luxury I can't effort. When I close my eyes, I mostly get all undesirable dreams ruining my sleep.

That's pretty much sum it up my days of desire. Today's last part would start soon and I do hope the undesirable would not ruin my tonight's sleep.